FUCK DAT BLOODY LUNATIC MS EILEEN.
SO WAT IF SHE'S A TEACHER AND IM JUX A STUDENT.
DOES DAT MEAN I CANT HAVE MY RIGHTS FOR BEING A STUDENT?
ONLY SHE CAN DEMAND WAT SHE WANTS.
SO U FUCKING WHORESON MOTHERFUCKER THINK DAT U ARE THE CROWN IN OUR CLASS DONT U?
JUX BECOS YOUR'RE NOT ONE OF US.
U TOTALLY HAVE NO REGARD FOR MORALITY.

MS EILEEN IS..
INCORRIGIBLE
IMMORAL
ABSURB
OPINIONATED
SENSELESS
REASONLESS
DESPICABLE
OFFENSIVE
INSIGNIFICANT
OUTRAGEOUS
AND
THINKS DAT SHE'S SOMEONE WHO'S OF GREAT DIGNITY.

JUX WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT U???
U ARE WORTHY ONLY OF BEING DESPISED BY ME.
U SERIOUSLY LACK OF TOO MUCH TO BE SOMEONE ADDRESS AS A "TEACHER".
AND THE SIGHT OF U SIMPLY MAKES ME GO: "YUCKY SUCKY!"
GET LOST AND FUCK OFF IN FRONT OF ME U ARSEHOLE!!!!

wahahahas.
i cant stop laughing when i think of AIDAH.
hahaha.
im the main cause of the whole incident.
during break time we went to the toilet near canteen there.
then naughty me went to kick aidah's cubical door.
i wanted to like scare her in the first place.
but i dunno my leg so power.
hahaha.
the moment i kick aidah's door the door immediately open.
her face super stunt sia.
luckily she wasnt ready to start her business.
lol.
she was jux finish hanging her bag on the door.
then i realise i even spoil the door lock.
the whole door lock came out when i kick the door.
hahaha.
i really laugh till mad at toilet wit my classmates sia.

had my GMP phrase test wit aidah today.
passed wit flying colours.
lol.
if only my PIC phrase test can be as easy as dat.

ytd went for the free-lance modelling.
it happen a few mths ago when i was out at town wit bao.
a lady came up to me and ask if i was interested in it.
first reaction was "NO".
but i admit she was friendly though.
so i leave my contact number wit her as requested.
and exchange it wit their namecard.
the first time they call me i didnt turn up for it.
cos i guess i dont have the mood.
but they called me again few days ago.
so i decided to give it a try.
went down to the company wit fan.
it do have lots of pros and cons.
but i dont think i will b joining it.
need a sum of ard 300 bucks to finish a portfolio for cilents to view.
go where dig dat sum of money out sia.
not enuf money to do my shopping alrdy.
money money money.
everything also need money.
how i wish i had a money tree in my hse..

had my dinner wit fan jux now.
having my GMP class test tml.
120 mcq questions.
didnt study anything for it.
totally no mood.

actually meeting bao today.
but..
dunno y didnt meet up also.

nth much to blog today.
gonna catch some slp now.

happened so much things ard jux in 1 day.
sigh.
i dont even know where i shld start.

firstly,
when i reach sch today..
my ca says she's issuing a 2nd warning letter to me next wk.
and this time ard my parents will b inform.
it gives me an instant mood change aft hearing it.
i tried to hide how i feel abt it inside of me.
cos the more she want to see me sad the more i will try to look happy in front of her.
i tot it will b fine aft awhile.
but then she really blow me up this time.
somthing abt the phrase test question.
freaking pissed off by her.
but one thing i passed my phrase re-test.
i have to admit dat i sorely passed it.

afternoon chemistry and PTQA lesson,
aidah attitude to us all of the sudden.
and she went to the guys.
we got no idea at all y she react dat way.
but when i msg her when i reach hm.
she told me its jux a small matter.
but still i can sense dat she's unhappy.

ooh ya..
anyway thanks to fan and hao consoling me thru phone when im feeling extremly bad in sch jux now.

now i dunno how shld i tell my parents abt the warning letter.
i know it kinda sounds like those secondary sch-life.
whereby teachers call your parents to tell them how u behave in sch.
sigh.
i cant help it also.
i wanna let my parents know b4 she call.
guess i'll have to write letter to tell them whats going on.
hopefully they'll understand.

went down to ubi wit them jux now.
fan wanted to ask more abt superfour.
the sun was freaking hot. *moaning
couldnt stand it.
aft dat we headed to AML.
must be wondering what dat place is.
lols.
its actually automobile mega mart.
first time been there.
saw alot of those parallel import cars,
which i dont see them on road.
and the worst thing is..
i saw evo IX.
hahaha.
luckily it wasnt yellow in colour.
if not i might melt on the spot there.
lols.
anyway the reason we are is bcos qq wanted to ask abt the airwave again.
like father like son. =Xx
ask so much also no use.
his dad wldn't even have the time for it.
argh..
he really pissed me off at times.
nevertheless i wont negociate wit him either.
i will only b wasting my energy.

ytd night m.o.s was again packed and crowded.
we queue for ard 1 hr jux to get in.
the longest time ive ever queue for smth.
queue till leg tired and feeling slpy also.
saw zheyong queuing behind us.
its been yrs since i last him.
took a glance at him.
think he's mixing wit those bengs i guess.
party till half way,
hao suddenly lost form.
he told us its too pack.
so left we 3 enjoying.
but still..
we party till closing 3am.

went town wit fan jux now.
bought a top, bracelet, belt and a new pair of ripcurl slippers.
jux this few items spent ard 60 bucks.
95% credit belongs to fan.
thanks alot LO QIFAN!!!
lols.
but the bracelet is kinda long.
gonna modified it when free.
wahahaha. =DD

later going down m.o.s.
whoohoo..
its the night once again.

meet bao @ west mall aft sch today.
as she needed to buy her new hair gel AGAIN.
lols. =Xx
i get kinda tired aft meeting her for awhile.
as usual my nap disease symptoms kept obstructing me.
sorry my dear ah bao. :)
pls forgive your lil princess foong k.
forgive and forget.
but not fogive and forget me hor.
geez.

ytd night went to visit ivan wit fan.
i really feel extremly pity for him.
all bcos of the split second word "accident".
i can hardly find his full knee on his left leg.
and its still kinda blotted.
sigh.
his internal leg is all full wit screws and metals pieces.
arghhhhh. >.<
feeling slight pain in my chest for him right now.
he only has the choice of either hopping or sitting in the wheel chair to move ard.
but im really delighted to see him looking dat cheerful as he is.
not dat kind of depressing thinking,
like how am i going to carry on my life all this.
hope he will recover real soon.
and be back to normal.
think will go visit him again.

ATTENTION MR LO QIFAN, MR QQ AND MR AH BEAR.
always b extra extra careful when riding or driving.
the usual saying..
be safe then sorry.

i skip my pe and tsk lesson,
dats y im blogging at hm now. :/
going for mr chris lesson at 1pm.
i tot of going for the pe and tsk lesson this wk.
but ffps lesson was cancel,
and dat makes me even harder to wake up early for the first 2 lesson.
since ffps is the 3rd lesson and there's an hr break aft dat at 12,
i decided to stay at hm till mr chris lesson starts.
didnt want to rot at sch for hrs and hrs.

ytd night meet up wit them for dinner.
went to commonwealth there eat.
then we went to chit chat awhile @ mt faber.
it was kinda cold there.
and half way thru the conversation,
while i was feeling so comfortable leaning my back on qq's car..
i was hit by smth on my head.
sigh.
dat qq dunno y went to wipe his car boot,
and i also dunno how the hell the top of the boot hit my head.
he everytime got alot of stunts to perform one.
dat moment was pain but now back to normal. :)

recently always kanna all this kind of sudden pain thingy.
first was frederick accidentally roll his chair and hit my toe in lab.
then ytd at campus eugene hit my nose.
he was trying to disturb me using his fingers in front of my face,
but i dunno how it ended up hitting my nose.
the pain was sudden but aft awhile its ok.
and the 3rd time was done by qq.
sigh. sigh. sigh.
other than the word "unlucky",
i cant think of any else more to describe it.

gonna go have my lunch now then prepare to go sch.
damn it!
its raining very heavily now.
hopefully my mum will be willing to send me to sch.
lol.
fast and save alot of time.

meet gene at my hse nearby mac aft lesson.
had a casual chat as usual for awhile.

took my phrase test this morning.
and i got IMMEDIATELY FAILURE.
sigh.
my tears went rolling down out of control.
i tried hard not to be weak.
i really tried.
its not dat i cry cos i got immediately failure,
but the feeling was jux damn sucky.
no worries..
im still strong.
i wont let it fall on me jux like dat. =)

went to west mall wit my classmates during break time.
and a group of civil defence guys came up to have my number. ZzZz
i admit the guy quite ok looking lah.
plus they didnt disturb me.
but still i didnt give him my number.
hahaha.
i still believe in fate.
though its fate dat we meet each other today,
but if its really so i believe we'll meet again.
i know it kinda lame,
its jux my principles of reasoning.
lol. =Xx

ytd night went to holland V to have dinner wit them.
i even had my chocolate of a thousand leaves cake.
soooo yummy.
havent eaten for a long time.
and while we were having lots of fun chit chatting aft meal..
guess who we saw?
dat stupid idiot MRS KATAR.
wahahahahaha.
dat ass.
and it happen dat she sitting behind us.
hahaha.
we really cant stop laughing.
but she's really an asshole.
oops =XX

then we headed to jurong hill to relac.
dat night was fun,
real fun chatting together wit GOH POH HUI.
lol.
lots of pple there celebrating MAF.
saw a real cute dog there also.
hahaha.
really cute.

finally...!!
my swollen eye is back to normal.
yippy~

chatted wit bear in msn jux now.
he asked me abt my goals for future.
and instantly my mind went blank at dat moment.
i replied him: "not sure but i pray dat i will attend sch every single day."
im not dat ambitious as he is.
i dont get motivated by things ard me easily.
unless it really does interest me.
i dont like to try out new things.
it jux dont give me that kind of strong desire feeling.
there's simply too much of "i dont like" in my life.
sometimes i wish i could have try them out jux like how i tried new clothes on me so easily.

"find a wealthy man and marry to him" is jux a non-realistic saying.
though i always think of it.
i dont think i have that kind of luck either.

its been countless of my ite teachers from term one all the way to this term,
coming up to me and ask abt my future.
they knew that i wasnt interested in my course at all.
aft all they are teachers,
they might understand students better.
all of them said the same thing to me.
teachers received more than 10 mc from me for the past 3 mths,
jux 3 mths only.
and frankly,
i do felt abit of ashamed and embarrassment when they talk to me abt dat kind of issue.
its like im a 18 yrs old big girl now and i have no plans for future.
i asked myself sometimes "is that really me?"
and its really me. -_-

inspite the fact dat im satisfied wit my life and what im having now,
i guess i really really have to plan for my future.
but for now im looking forward to attend sch everyday.
or maybe i shld say my expectation is to attend sch everyday.
sounds much more wit satisfaction this way. :)

bored bored bored.
my eyes is still swollen.
argh!

my dream car evo IX.
where are u?
when will u be mine?
wakaka.
only evo IX in YELLOW colour turns me on.
if only i had one,
and its now parked at my carpark downstairs.
i sure stand at my kitchen window and stare at it for hrs.
then go down wash and wax it.
wash clean clean,
wax it shining shining.
drive it out at night and whoohoo..
wahahaha.
sigh.
i wish i wish~


MY DREAM CAR. I LOVE U!!!

sway~
eyes swollen now.
sob. :'(
everytime sick sure get all this kind of shit.
seems like my face likes to be swollen here and there.

went to east coast park wit fan to cycle in the late afternoon jux now.
the rental shop there damn stingy lor.
ask them help us keep helmet they ask us go locker.
the locker also buay kan.
cant put a helmet in also.

we cycle ard 1 1/2 hrs.
then return our bikes.
thru out cycling we took some pics.
but not pics together wit him this time ard.
lol.
actually wanna go parkway parade walk,
but fan meeting his cousin to take some stuffs.
tot i still can go there see and MAYBE buy some clothes.
haha.

qq tonight got duty.
and bear went to drink wit his camp mates.
but bear wanted to go chiong at night aft meeting his camp mates.
he ask us to meet him somewhere then go down m.o.s.
but he not driving ley.
sian sia.
i super duper wish dat i can go tonight.
its been few weeks since i last chiong.
but my damn eyes is swollen.
how the fcuk am i going?
sigh.
sway lah.
i ask them to go if they want.
count me out is ok.

have to rot at hm tonight.
arrrrr.
i can go mad ar.
hopefully later bear go hm take car and go rounding.
provided he's not drunk.
and maybe i will join them.
hee.


shotting my personal MTV. muahahahas.


naughty me. =Pp


finally! one of the nicest drawing.

changed a brand new blogkin.
and also a taggieboard.
flood whatever u want there.
go go go!
lolx.
i find that the current taggieboard look nicer.

cook maggie mee for dinner myself.
no mood to eat my mum's cooking,
and also no mood to go out eat wit my friends.
nth much happen today.
everything's still like usual.

actually wanna go repair my hp,
but cldn't find the nearest nokia care center.
sob.
went to jp and the care center closed down.
then headed to causeway pt.
tot at least there's still one left near us but..
it turn out that they are under renovation over there.
so sway.
bought the ZA foundation.
gonna try it aft the old one is finish.

i've aldy learned to talk less.
no pt negociate and argue wit others.
getting seriously sick of it.
if u are expecting me to speak up much lately..
then im too sorry to say dat its smth which i'll try to restrain from doing it.
i cant see any pt it it SERIOUSLY.
and if u think im self-centered or watsoever,
go ahead..
who cares?
dats your fcuking own business.

i even tot maybe smths are better to keep within myself.
am i right or wrong.
im still feelin' puzzled.
nvm.
all things take time.
i want to go wit the flow as well.
cos no matter wat im me!
i want to be myself.

NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM BEING MYSELF!!!
I AM ME!!!

FRUSTRATEDmood-

jux come back from sch.
muahahaha~
went to take mc for half day. =Xx
if i know i wont be doing e phrase test today,
i sure wont go sch de lor.
waste one day mc.
but nvm cos..
later going malaysia wit them.
hee..
cos its time for bear's getz to be a tiong getz liao.
lol.
his getz will no longer be only a getz,
but yellow getz wit body-kit.
sure tiong ar.
dunno y i get so excited also.

im now listening to spring break - shut up.
shut up, get out of here~ lalala
the music takes me on.
i jux cant get enuf of it.
awwww~
makes me wanna go CHIONG arrr.


its a anna sui pic. it caught my attention.

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR EUGENE!!! :)

i toally understand how u feel.
i hope u do feel better aft wat i told u.
this is life.
and reality is always cruel.
words and saying are sometimes for show only.
hack care wat others say or did.
your life is in your own hands.
believe in yourself.
theres nth u cant fight for.

lots of care and concern.
CHEERup~

back from chalet. :)
so shag thru out.
and i was sick again.
sigh.
was it unlucky or i was weak?
but it doesnt stop me from eating.
i eat those bbq stuffs as usual. =Xx
was back ytd night.
too tired to unpack those things from my bag.
didnt take any pics,
although we bought camera there.
i guess everyone was too shag to take any pics.

anyway im gonna write a lil abt my sch life. its abt HER im gonna say. we have been isolating her. if u have read my past blog, theres one which i comment on one of my classmates gossiping us behind our backs. and once again i wont say her name out cos theres a reason behind it.
theres not even a single soul in my class like her. guys criticise in front of her, girls gossip abt her [including me, i have to admit!]. and she's really alone. i can see dat she's full of misery. if im her i rather quit sch and get a life. no pt going to sch if u dont enjoy. and theres no way u can learn in dat kind of environment.
though i pity her, but i dont wanna talk or even communicate wit her also. i admit we are ok in the first place. and i kept wondering y my classmates wld isolate her to dat kind of extend. soon i started to realise y. pple dont like e way she talk. and seriously when i talk to her i feel offended at times also. i asked myself.. they treat her dat way jux bcos she offend others easily when she talk? NO, it wasnt only so.. as days goes by the girls told me she's a hypocrite and she can really stab u behind even u are gd to her. and dats wat she did to me even though i treat her as a classmates. the girls tot close wit her dats y they didnt tell me in the first place.
frankly speaking, i really get kinda angry when i heard what she comment on me dat day. its the feeling of being back-stab by someone. but who cares.. nobody likes her anyway. im not trying to be bitching or what but she's someone u dont wanna be wit her if u know what kind of person she is. i jux hope she know what she did dat makes others treat her dat way. and maybe she do change for the better.

gone for chalet!
whahahahas~

ytd meet eugene in the afternoon. his hair really gave me a shocked. the hair colour was like.. hahaha i dunno how to describe it lah. took a pic wit him.. see it yourself below. lol. headed to jurong east to ice-skate. been craving to go there skate. but it didnt turn out to be dat fun. guess too long never go. lol. my leg felt like jelly when i skate. argh.. dont want to say abt it lah. blading is better. much much better. wakaka.

went clubbing @ night again. when we reach there.. oh my goddness. so many pple queuing up. we really queue till siao. i think its bcos sparks under renovation dats y those pple sua to m.o.s. lots of xiao mei mei and those xiao bengs. *shakes head.
tot maybe we could go up and stay at pyramid first, but was closed.
i was sweating like hell. cos stupid me went to wear long sleeve. bth. but i was enjoying myself like i always do. muahahaha. didnt drink much cos i dont want the feeling of restless and slpy. actually i decided to club till 3am but i really cant stand the sweat and its totally disgusting. took keys from bear and decided to rest inside the car wit bao till they come out. didnt want to ask them come out cos i saw bear was very HIGH dat night. hahaha. he doesnt sweat dat much normally.
everyone was tired aft dat. so we decided to go hm instead of eating. next wk can rest awhile. not going clubbing cos got chalet wit fan and the rest.
sometimes i really wonder if we continue going clubbing for abt 1 wk once, will we feel dat rounding is boring than clubbing. cos i started to feel dat way occasionally. but luckily theres always them to stop me from clubbing too much.


weirdo hair! WAHAHAHA.

i dont know what it is. the only thing i know is the feeling is damn sucks. i dont know what really happen to u. since ytd u've been like this. when i compare how we were last time and now.. i felt extremly terrible. i really feel like pouring it out to u. but i told myself maybe i shld learn to tolerate. aft just now, i noe this cant continue. it will not bring us any gd. i know im not who to tell u, but i just cant stand it.

your words seems so unpleasant to me. its full of torns. your face n actions tells it all. i work b4 and i know how it feel when u all go out and tell me things like how enjoy u all are. and i get piss of easily. but i dont know if u are also the same as what i felt. u says u cant stand everything. but u didnt tell me what it is. u shld get what i mean. i really dunno how to continue it. i just dont want to go on like this. give me a msg aft u see this. maybe u might want to tell me what is it all abt. no hard feelings my dear friend, cos no matter what i still love u and i really do.