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Saturday, November 27, 2004

``b0n v0yage my br0

Yesterday send my brother to airport. He going to Thailand for army training. Bon voyage bro... do take care of yourself there :) Tonight come out rounding... happy sia... haha. Can see Qingquan face liao. Haha... today he bringing his best friend Yuemei out also. Wonder how she look like. I think she not that kind of Wendy type can le. Maybe later go colout hair. I dunno what colour i want sia. Later the colour dye come out liao very ugly how sia. Waste my money and i sure everyday pek cek de. Nothing really happen this few days... have been working all day. Hopefully Qingquan faster pass his TP then can everyday 8-5 liao. Then he can come fetch me everyday. No need to ask others come pick me up. Anyway he's sick now... hopefully he will get better. He just sms me telling me that he ate the medicine more that what the doctor told him... now he feel very kin ku. I think he overdose too much the medicine le lor... guys are just so ti ki...

Monday, November 22, 2004

an unf0rgettable night at sent0sa... hee...

Sian... later have to go to work. Haiz... early morning strike lottery. Argh... what a day!!! Saturday went to watch The Incredibles with Kewei and friends... oh man it's damn boring going out with them. After that went to Allameen with them and saw Qifan all there also. After awhile i ask Kewei to send me home. So sian sia. I sit his bike till now my leg ache ar. CBR really not nice to sit. Hao kan bu hao chi. Dunno feel like talking about this Kewei. Anyway only meet once nia... next time also won't meet again liao. I reach home about 2am so i message Qingquan ask him bring me go out relax. That time he still slacking at Chinablack. So i call Fongyi aka ian to chat on phone. Then awhile Qingquan reach my house downstairs liao. We went to Sentosa. Wahaha... romantic sia. Haha... but dun anyhow think. We are just pure friends. We go round and round at the sentosa looking for that stupid bridge. In the end we give up then just find one place and sit down relax. We chatted about half an hour on the bench... guess what? the brige we've been looking for is just beside us... haha. Can't see it clearly cause it's kinda dark le. Luckily that Qingquan found. Haha... then we chatted till morning. Thought can see sunrise at the place there... but see nothing in the end after we waited till the sky is bright bright liao. Then saw Shihui they all there also... i think she mistaken me and Qingquan le. She wanna how to say about both of us i also bobian. This kind of thing i used to it le. Next week i sure let them say this and that de. Dun say about them le... say le dulan only. After that we went to eat breakfast together... then... argh... dun say le. This Qingquan really #@$$^(%$+( he suan me until i really got nothing to say. I feel like smacking him ar. Never thought he will say me till like this. Then now copy my pattern when talking. Damn it man!!! Dunno why Qingquan and me both cannot sleep well when both of us reach home about 8am. I message him around 12 plus, he also awake le. We chatted till 4 plus on phone then meet up go IMM eat. Cause he wanna go buy the dunno what purfume for his car. I reach home about 7 plus then went to sleep till today morning. Really tired man... sleep only 4 hours yesterday nia. Later have to go to work again. Anyway faster weekend ar... then can go rounding together again liao...

Friday, November 19, 2004

my c0m is clean le w0r...

weeee... my bro just reformat the com. No more virus le... hehe. But no songs very sian ley. Tml maybe Kewei come fetch me go gai gai wor... so excited. Today dunno why suddenly no mood to work anymore, feel very sick of that place... so during break time i walk out of the company but saw raining then ask my mum come fetch me. Awhile later my leader call me ask me go back i tell her no use le lor... cause i won't force myself doing things which i dun want... but she really mean it to ask me go back to work. So she decided to lie to my supervisor saying that i not feeling well that's why i went home... and monday i will be back to work. Now think back about what she told me also true... now really hard to find jobs lor. But even though she never ask me go back i also won't feel regret cause that's the decision made by me. Supposely tonight i ask Qingquan to pick me up... again tonight no need le lor... but got go rounding together wor. Hehe... at least not so sian at home. Dunno whether tml Kewei really mean what he say... hopefully he's different from others guys i knew...

Monday, November 15, 2004

bikes are just everything to GUYS!!!

Went to the motorshow at suntec yesterday wor... the cars and bikes were SUPERB!!! Took some photos with my hp. Kewei also send me some. Say about him... i feel sad got him also... he now like everyday feeling moody because of his bike. I think he himself also know sure will kanna revoke de lor. I also dunno what to say to him. I see him sad i also feel bad for him. Hopefully he can feel better one day lor. Cause i can only give advice to him as a friend. If he can't feel better then i can't do anything le. I believe time will prove everything to him. To guys bike is their everything. Ah teck is one... now this Kewei also another one. He also siao modifying his bike. But he told me he will bring me go rounding before his license kanna revoke. Hai... to me all those guys i know always ask to go out with them... i will feel scared lor... but to me i dun think kewei will lor. A good example is aaron also. He ask me out that day also... i told him see first. I think he also know my see first is never ever will meet him go out de. But Qingquan promised this friday bring us go rounding... haha. Hopefully he and Wendy will solve their problems one day. Can see Qingquan care for her alot... but the only thing is she dun know how to appreciate it at all. Tml go to work le... so sian... i think i won't ask Qifan come and fetch me anymore le. Hai... he like last time again. I feel fustrated about him again. I dun wanna tell him again le lor... Think soon i will delete his number in my hp. Hopefully he faster go stead with the Lingjing ar...



Found this pic while surfing the net sometime ago... again i find it meaningful :)

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

sian arr-

Sian ar... i don't have to go to work till next tuesday sia. Argh!!! Can die ar... slack till rot. I asked Qingquan to come fetch me today sia... now no need le. So sian sia. Still thought of going out with him after work cause i feel like eating prata. Everytime like that de sia. Dunno tonight got go rounding mah. Sian ar... if don't have i think i can rot till siao liao. Hopefully Qingquan not tired lor. Qingquan really a nice guy. I know i've said many times but i just can't help it. Sometimes i really ask myself is there anyone like Qingquan such a nice guy left in this world? Maybe yes maybe no le lor... i believe God will have arrange a good and nice girl for him someday. Cause i believe God is fair. Yesterday and Monday i asked Qifan come fetch me. Senghock's sister saw him... his sis sure tell Senghock de. I told Qifan dun hide about this thing le lor... anyway now also dun have to act le... he come fetch me home nia mah. Never do anything also. I dun wanna live in that kind of drama life again. Qifan told me yesterday she sms with the girl almost about 200 sms... kinda amazing lor. Hope he got feeling for the girl. Cause the girl take the initiative to know him. Maybe the girl really find him cute or maybe the girl is just after his bike. That's how i feel lor. I also dunno how is the girl. Maybe if Qifan really got feeling for the girl then next time people won't say me and him so much together le. He's also a nice guy. Always know what he must do first and last. Anyway Ah bao told me Cindy sms her asking for my number cause she wanna ask all out to eat tommorrow. Fuck her ar... who wanna eat with her. I will never ever forget how she insult my class that time. Think she big shot ar... my FOOT ar. Now liang xing fa xie also no use. No one will pity her de. She sms me i sure won't reply if reply i also type those one or two words nia. Don't have to talk too much with this kind of money face girl.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

g0d^^ i wanna be fucking rich

Yesterday went rounding with them again... find this Qingquan getting cuter. Haha!!! When he driving i keep on looking at him. Not really keep on looking ar... sometimes see him cute and funny. Hee... but he look after his car like look after a real wife like this. Went to Old Changi Hospital yesetrday awhile... sooooo huanted sia. I held on to Ah bao very tight sia somemore damn dark. And that Qingquan still can walk relac relac style sia. I think he really not scared about this kind of thing cause he also in army do those guard duty in dark places. The only thing he worry is his deary car nia. Still feel that being with own friends is better... just like i sit Qingquan car... i can feel the excitement and fun inside unlike other car. But for how long i will last together with them is still a question on my mind now. I also dun wanna part with them... but... hai... see how first bah. Teck say he dun wanna change to wave again liao... cause his gf say dun want. If only every weekend can go rounding happily with them. Long time never go chiong also. Yeah... today get my pay... later maybe go buy jeans liao. Everyday go work wear my jeans until dunno what to wear liao. But one jeans 100 bucks... hai... no money liao ar. God i wanna be fucking rich!!! Tommorrow go to work again... must wait for quite long then can get pay again liao. The faster the better ar...



Notice this LV cum one seater bike from friendster... damn chio sia... i think this one air brush one. One seater nice... the back very jet... the paint work superb... the ream chrome... the pipe nice too... haha... damn chio sia!!!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

i still believe in [[fate]] s0 i`m g0nna stick t0 my decsi0n

sooooo long never blog le... lolx. Yesterday went to Geylang and eat cause it's Weihao's birthday. Dunno why i suddenly crave to eat durian then Qingquan and Weihao eat with me. But the durian not that nice ar... to me it's normal nia. Hopefully tonight going rounding again. If not i sure sian de. About Aaron... i think i should stay away from him le lor. Dunno why also. Yesterday Aaron went to pick me up but i didn't know about it, he also never tell me in advance. So when i finish work i call Qingquan come fetch me. Then while waiting for Qingquan i return Qifan's call cause he say they not going to chiong and to my surprise i saw Aaron walking towards me from behind. I think he park his car near the swimming complex there, if not i would have saw him. Really no choice... dunno what to tell him also. So i told Aaron my friend picking me up liao. Then ask him go. Really bobian sia... then just when he drive out... Qingquan come just right behind him nia... argh!!! I quickly go in the car... then happen that we both stop at the same traffic light. Then Qingquan drive near him and see him. He told me he got pervert look :X Somemore he see him liao feel he not those kind of good guy lor. Now i also start to suspect him whether he really got Celica mah... or just faking me nia. Everytime sit his Honda and not his Celica. Qingquan told me he think that that Honda is not his... maybe is his parents one or siblings. Cause Aaron one is Honda City... and youngster won't choose to buy that car cause that one not their type. Somemore his plate number is SFF one. So new sia. I think that Aaron also can feel that i'm trying not to be so close with him le lor... but i also cannot force myself doing things which i don't like or don't feel like doing lor. If he's really sincere in making friends with me then i'm really sorry le... but if he doesn't then ^&^%&^$*&%$!!! I guess all this is fate bah. I sit Qingquan car i feel more comfortable as in i don't have to fear anything or what lor... cause he's my own friend mah. What's more we keep on talking cock and disturbing each other on car lor... more fun. Unlike i sit Aaron's one... i only ask him those question like 'you eaten?', 'later going where?'... very boring de ar. From the very start this Aaron already gave me a not so-good impression liao. Maybe i should really stick to my decision lor. Maybe he's really a nice guy or maybe not at all... all this i dunno only he himself know. Leave to fate bah... maybe next time down the road i will know him better or what lor. Me now also getting along with one guy riding CBR one... but he kinda short ley. Stay at yishun... so far sia. But i think that guy still okok de lor... dunno ley... maybe it's feeling bah. He study in SP. Just now he told me in msn that he currently not looking for gf cause he still wanna play... play his bike. His one already 2a bike dunno still wanna modify what sia. This guy also siao modifying one. Haiz... just like that teck... dunno why guys can really give up everything just for the sake of BIKE. But i still believe if one guy really loves the girl he will not think that everything is only their bike. I understand the passion behind bikes but... maybe i just can't get through what they actually want bah. I got a feeling to meet that CBR ley... anyway his name is Kewei. He told me his friend all call him kiwi... haha. Now teck no bike... cause kanna tua back to motor shop. He owe many months of instalments. Yesterday heard him say owe around $900 plus. He say next year he going to change to wave liao... but his gf say dun want... cause like ah pek. Hopefully he and his gf will last long... at least there's a girl beside him to control him. If all guys were like Qingquan then it's perfect liao... but there's nothing perfect in this world. Anyway this Sunday i get my first pay le... wahahaha... so happy sia. But i think i sure gonna spent it all maybe in one day? Haha... the most give me 3 days they money sure gone de.



Saw this pic kinda meaningful... ain't it? ^-^