`my currently passion is earning money // *haha

woo hooooo.... so long never blog le. Today never go work... just now my supervisor call me today no need to go to work. Found a job in factory liao. The people there also quite friendly. Mostly they are those malaysian and china people. Sometimes the way they talk also funny... haha. Those china one speak chinese damn power one, always use idioms when they talk... and they talk like machine gun sia. Catch no ball sia. Me almost everyday also work OT till 12.30am lor... actually work till 10.30. Come home also cannot sleep so rather stay there and work. But one thing is there dun have canteen... must bring own food there. So ma fan sia... me everyday also eat bread, eat until want to vomit liao. Saw Siewli at my working place there also... but she work the 1st shift. If only she work the same shift as me then i dun have to eat alone liao... haha. now i only think of earning money... after earn liao go shopping le. But still must buy some tonic for my nanny, she got cancer a dew months ago. Feel so sad for her... she always treat my brother and i very good de. Every year our birthday she will come and visit us. Give us ang pao all this. Now i think no more chance liao. Sometimes i also wonder what if i get such disease sia... me sure everyday cry de :/ Long time never contact Alvin liao... he sure think i pang seh him again... anyway hope i will earn a lot a lot... haha...

.:: i`m still looking for jobs :( ::.

Went out with Alvin to Queensway Shopping Centre today. Was raining the whole day man... so sickening. He spent around 100 bucks there buying his graduation outfit. He look very smart+shuai in the outfit... hehe. After that i told him i wanna go to Bukit Panjang Plaza. Cause i saw the job advertisement in the straits times this morning for sales assistant in the shop ice-lemon-tee. I went there and the lady said that they only want to employ me for 2 months, the pay is 1k plus commission and the working hours is from 11am to 11pm. After i think about it liao i feel kinda bo hua. Must work for so long hours somemore dunno at there do what also. Anyway wait for the lady to call me then see how lor. Tml continue to find jobs in newspaper. Saw this ex of mine, Adrain in Friendster yesterday. He's still as skinny as last time. But feel glad for him that he already found his true love :) He has been with his gf for about 4 years le... consider a super duper long period of time to me :X [so envy] I believe that he will sure be a good bf cause as for as i know he's a caring guy. And i also found out something that his gf's brother is studying in bukitview also. So coincidence sia. Indeed a small world. Anyway hope they truly love each other and last for eternity ^-^

**I Wanna Find A Job ASAP**

Today damn tired ar... went to so many places to find jobs. Went to IMM, factories behind our school and JTC building. But i don't think any of them will be successful lor. Took a picture from Alvin's phone at IMM. Till now then i know he kept all my photos i sent him in a folder... haha. Alvin's friends also quite joker... nice to be with. But they kind of budget de. Even take bus they also say this and that... that's why today i walk a lot, and i really mean a lot. Walk till my leg really very tired. Feels like jelly legs. Think Thursday go find job with them also. If not i also slack at home. I really wanna find a job and earn money asap ar. Cannot tahan anymore... i wanna buy those stuffs i want... argh!!!



Photo taken from Alvin's phone at IMMAnyway today morning my hand itchy went to cut the fridge and now my fridge look totally ugly :(

--- any.jobs.available?

Haiz... supposing i should be starting to work today but shah told us that it will be next monday then we start work. Dunno whether to believe him anot. Yongxing they all say they don't believe him even shah say next monday then start work. But the working conditions and the pay that shah recommended is damn attractive sia. When i heard of that job my mind alot of $$$$ but after what he told me today my mind left none of this $. Cannot buy my Topshop jeans le. Maybe he really is lying on us only lor. So sickening ar. I reborned my hair le... but damn flat. It's the flatest hair i ever had in my whole life. I uploaded some pics in my blog. Anyway i think tml go find job with Alvin and his friends... but they all guys, scared the job they find not suitable for me :( I really dun wanna slack at home sia. I want to go out and earn money.



Photos taken in my room after i reborned my hair =Pp

waiting for my new look...

Went to watched "Exorcist" with Jason yesterday night. Argh... it's damn GROSS!!! I really feel like vomiting in the middle of the movie. But dunno why when he see all this he feel nothing, he still tell me no 'kick' for him. He told me he enjoy this kind of thing as in horror or ghost stuffs. Wondering is he cold blooded? I meet him around 9 and went to town and watch movie with him. Eh... he kinda boring de neh... dunno how to say ley. Maybe we got not much interest in common. Plus dunno what to say to each other. I keep on disturbing him the whole night, when he say something i say him back till he got nothing to say. But one thing is his voice very soft ar.. i have to keep on saying 'hur' when listening to what he say... haha. After movie he ask me whether wanna go eat but i told him i dun feel like eating. Somemore quite late... watch movie with him enough le. Dun wanna accompany him till so late cause after all i'm a girl and seriously speaking i dun know him that well after we contact back with each other. Be safe than be sorry. He treat me watch movie and somemore got free cab home... haha. He told me that he regreted last time didn't study well now he wanna work but all need cert. And if he wanna study dunno whether can still study mah. Feel ease for him, at least he still got plans for his future. Anyway i've deleted all his contact number in my phone, cause i find it no use anymore keeping his number in my phone. Guess i'm now totally disappointed in him... utterly disappointed. I also dun care now whether he did truly love me anot le... cause i know i didn't even walked into his heart in the very first place. Haiz... all i can say is i'm utterly disappointed in him. Tml me go reborn my hair le... hee... dunno i reborn for what also my hair not curly or what. Actually i wanna colour my hair first but then i call the salon they say reborn first then colour if not the colour will fade and the hair will get damage. But must wait for 2 weeks then can colour my hair. Think later go buy dark brown and dye first. Cause i really cannot stand my hair black colour.

\\ exams.stress.me.out //

Left 3 more days to end my N level exam. This week seems very slow for me.. guess it's because of the exams. Argh... stress plus sian. Totally no mood to revise my work, dunno why also. Hopefully i will pass my subjects, if not i know my parents will get very disappointed. Yesterday night chat on phone with Jason. Haha... long time never chat with him le. He's now serving NS. Dunno why i feel he's really a 100% loner. As far as i know he's not that kind of social type [sounds like me :/] and he told me that sometimes he rather stay inside his camp rather than going home cause eventually he will end up doing nothing at home also. Find him like kinda strange... most people sure want to go home if they can but he's the opposite. Think he's more anti-social than me. He's still the same like last time, sleep very late. He ask me out this Friday but i told him i will confirm with him again. Also dunno go where with him, later if i go those shopping mall he find it boring. Still remember the last time we went to HMV. He's looking for a CD but i forget which one le... also forget in the end he got buy any CD anot. Anyway, see how it goes bah... if i feel like going out then tell him again.

^Ji-hyun Jun^

Aren't she pretty? Hee... She caught my attention when i saw her in the Olympus advertisement sometime ago. Last time when i saw her in the show 'My Sassy Girl' all i notice is her nice long hair. So envy ^-^ If i'm not mistaken her name is Ji-hyun Jun... dunno how to pronounce it :/ Anyway she's a model too.