qifan, ah teck, xianwei, weihao, qingquan and me. whahaha. very obvious which one is me. haha. taken on 22/11/05 at bugis. so fun taking together. but ah bao is missing.

my head hurts` *ouch*

sick ar. my voice now damn sexy sia. qq gonna nag at me again. hai. head pain backside pain now sick. my head still pain sia. argh! yesterday night went to alameen eat then went to geylang see 'chicken'. we went down and walk. their breast is damn big. and they go no tummy at all de sia. i really very envy them sia. but qq say all this sure is take medicine one. but really superb lor. their figure i really smell no smoke. but the philippine one cannot make it one ar. u see liao also no mood one. lolx. i really love to bio at them sia. buay ta han ar. after that we went to east coast park and talk cock till morning. then kanna spot check by police there. should be the officer saw hao smoking bah. heng nothing happen to him. we talk cock till morning sia. at car all very tired liao. only hao and fan. like that also good. can keep qq accompany. if not he fall asleep then sure gone de. dunno today go where. so song ar. never go school. haha. maybe tml go take another mc.

westmall cinema`s toilet sucks to the CORE!!!

sucks sucks sucks. westmall cinema`s toilet sucks to the core!!! my head is damn freaking pain now. i can`t get into sleep. arrrrrrr. my back also pain ar. ccb lah. only qq care for me the most. all man are jerks!!! jerks. jerks. jerks. i hate this kind of feeling.

TP sucks lah!

cannot sleep again. wake up so early. nothing to do so blog. yesterday really a happening day. happy vs joy. afternoon we went to town. actually also going orchard de. but stay at bugis too long liao. but this time around is not i`m the one shopping liao. it`s the guys. xian wei bought his so called CNY stuffs. lolx. then we went to took photo together. hee. quite fun and nice also. only left ah bao cause she didn`t join us yesterday. if not that pic will really be the whole big family le. at night we come out again. hai. things dun go that smoothly for everyone. we went to the pearls hill park at chinatown there. they found this place in the map. then we never go before so go there see how is it. then reach there liao we saw one very wu lu building. then we approach it. it`s a like a HDB flat. it`s like kinda long. not like those normal one we living those kind of size. it`s stated there that it`s a government property and no trespassing. but we still went in to see awhile. as usual qq and fan walk infront. they both went forward to see the first flat. we were all standing behind both of them. i was holding on to ah bao very tightly. qq they all use light to see what`s inside. then all of a sudden we heard the door open. everyone step back and to our horror we saw a man. it`s was actually the security guard whose guarding there. haha. it really scared us sia. then we ask him what`s this building. he told us it`s last time police headquarters. everyone`s heart really stop for a few seconds at that moment sia. and i was the only one who scream when i saw the man. he was wearing in white singlet and white sarong. he`s a indian anyway. i think the one who really get scared is qq and fan. cause they were the ones looking in the flat. haha. the old man really scared us sia.but qq say when he use the light and see in he already saw a ceral tin and those food stuffs. and it`s kinda new. not those rusty old type de. and he already aga aga know got people live inside that flat. but i think before his mind can think who is the one living there he already hear the sound of the door opening le. lolx. i really salute the guard sia. the place so wu lu he can actually one person guard the whole place. really very pro. that`s why fan say dun look down on old people. after that we find another place to go. then end up going to fort canning. on the way there ah fan, teck and qq kanna stop by tp on the way. teck and qq kanna tinted visor for 50 bucks each. i think ah teck really panic when he saw the tp sia. the moment i saw his face it`s totally cramp. he sure panic de. but heng nothing happen. think his malaysia court also nothing le bah. ah bear the most heng one. heng he ride the wrong road as us. if not he kanna is gone de. after that everyone also no mood to go anywhere. then they go talk cock at dunno hao house there or fan. i told qq to send me back first. i think qq sure very stress how to pay the fine de. hai. just now we sms together. he told me he got feelings for me and that too bad i dun have any for him. i reply to him that it`s not i totally numb but i also dunno how to say it. i just tell him that i wish to see him happy and smile cause i will feel happy for him too. see him stress and sad i also feel unhappy. k lah. i think i blog very long liao. haha. i think is super duper long.

will i change?

do u feel happier? i really hope u do. i`m trying all means to make u feel better and happier. but i still dunno what i really want. i`m sorry. so sorry. all i really want now is to change to a better person in terms of character and attitude. i know my attitude sucks. i guess maybe that will make u feel happier. all i want is to see u happier and your smile. it makes me feel ease too. :)

I DON'T WANT TO LET GO!

i know i shouldn`t be doing that. but i fear of losing it. and i really mean it. i really dun wish it to happen. i`m selfish. i admit it. everyone is selfish. so do i. hai. I REALLY DON'T WANNA LET GO!!! :'(

what`s love?

chinese new year coming liao wor. but i still dunno what clothes to buy. damn sian. yesterday night went rounding again. went to pray then go changi watch ah quas. hehe. after that went to macritchie reservoir and talk cock till morning. haha. all along they all talk about sex. wahahaha. buay ta han sia. now everytime we come out the topic sure is sex de. die le lah. haha. what they say i only can hear cause i never try before. haha. wondering tonight go where. ah bear wanna go town today to shop for new year`s clothes. if qq never go then sian liao lor. somemore sunday he got duty. more sian liao lor. sure stay at home rot till monday go school de. hai. i also dunno why i delete his number. he sux lah. sometimes... aiyah i dunno how to say. maybe he got new target liao lah. guys all the same one lah. now i`m too scared to fall again. love love love. simple word but complicated. hai hai hai. i dun think i`m someone who will truely appreciate others love. hard to believe and fall again. alex told me monday we going to jurong island. i didn`t even know it until he tell me sia. think should be no lesson. dunno go there for what also. maybe go there see those chemical or machine things lah. still wondering whether i wanna go to the wild wild wet on 31st mah.



alex`s extra finger. di siao siao lah. hahax. taken from nicholas hp.



snapshot. i`m so sad. alex took it when i`m doing my work.

me and gene. hee. hair so messy sia. taken on mrt. on the way to town. accompany gene to his work place.



me and gene again. this time around my hair is much more neater. lolx.

weihao aka camel, ah bao aka mushroom and me aka BMG. wahahaha. i admit it myself =Pp. taken at bugis on the first day of school. lolx.

am i a shopaholic?

bought a new gallaz shoe. hee. but i dun really feel comfortable wearing it. nicholas walk with me home today. haha. this nicholas really really look like my bro. haha. ma chiam clone sia. next time should take their both pic and compare. anyway nothing much happen in the school. everyday the same lah. guess this thursday buying my school uniform. everyday go school i really sian sia. yesterday went town shop about hundred over dollars. haha. this ah fan lah. i buy clothes ma chiam use his money like that. buy clothes still need to hear him nag this and that. bth sia. i shop alone better. but lazy to go home ar. haha. anyway took some pics with gene that day on the way to town before meeting that ah fan. haha. but with ah fan accompany me shopping more shiok. cause i dun have to take a single thing. =Pp. he gonna kpkb if he sees this. wahahaha. fatty =Pp

sian`sian`sian

haven blog for sometime liao. hai. so sian. rot at home the whole day le. yesterday went rounding with them. then ah teck say he going to marry. but soon going to ROM register first. then just now qq ask me whether i will go anot. i tell him i won`t go. go liao also like that. i know i`m very what if i didn`t go. but who cares. i dun think i will want to go to this kind people of wedding or whatsoever. sian. tml go to school again. haven get the uniform. wear the polo tee with my jeans very kok sia. the polo tee quite big. even though is the smallest size le. sian ar. dun feel like going to school. dunno later wanna go where also. go here and there also the same place. very sian ar. no mood to blog liao.

life have been sucky for me recently -_-"

actually go and eat with them de. but went to weihao downstaris then saw ah teck then sian 1/2 liao. then ah bao go out with ying mei then we wait for them till i more sian. then tell qq to send me home. everytime spoil mood. me now damn easy to get mood spoil. even little things. hai. i also dunno why. go school also sian. everyday do nothing. actually wanna go buy school uniform today but lazy. think tml go buy. i think that qq is still waiting for me sia. few days ago he sms me that he want me to be his gf and the rest to be his good friends. but hai. i dun think i can make it for him. i know he really mean it and he can be a good bf to me. but i really cannot accept him. maybe when years to come i will regret but i think i only can be LL by then. i think that this few days or rather weeks have been quite sucky for me. feeling not much mood for most of the things i doing. i know i can`t neglect those good friends around me. but sometimes i just can`t control my temper and mood swings. i know they know me well but... eh. bottom line is i know i shouldn`t be like this but i`m just like this and i can`t control it either. my school life is still very boring to me. still going out with them everyday. hopefully my days will be brighter and happier for me.

tml going to school le ar`` wahahaha.

sian ar. tml start my school life liao. sian sian sian. my schedule also sian. thursday and friday 8am - 6pm. haha. can study till i die ar. sure sleep in class de. but heng still got siewli with me. if not i sure dun feel like going de. dunno tml what will happen. make new friends? hopefully can one good kaki there ar. at least like that go school still not that sian. yesterday kinda attitude. didn`t join them for rounding. been staying at home all day long. then suddenly no mood to go out with them. later see that teck face i more sian. so didn`t join them. later going out eat with them. think never go till too late bah. cause tml still need to go to school. so sian ar. why now i have to say school this word liao. hopefully a new year will have a new start again. anyway today actually going to CC to get the scholarship award. but when i reach there i`m late so they ask me tml then go office take. hee. i know i`m that irresponsible. but this kind of thing i`m really sick to attend it sia. k lah. today write till here. gotta get change before qq come pick me up.

a new year// a new life

yesterday went to malaysia and eat with them. haha. eat until i wanna burst ar. but the price is damn cheap ar. damn budget. hee. the food there also nice. cheap and nice. just now ah fan accompany go my new school bb ite to register. monday 9am must report to school le. so sian when i hear the word school. but heng still got siewli. but i dun think we will be in the same class. cause she told me there`s a total of 4 classes for that course and each class will have 46 students. i dun think me and her will be so heng in the same class bah. so let`s not hope too high for it. but anyway it`a also true that i will also make new friends de. but i`m usually not that kind of sociable type de. bought a new helmet today. hee. very tiong ar. haha. with crome visor. hee. dun have to use my brother`s helmet liao. hurhur. when he wanna use it talk to me ma chiam i owe him hundred bucks like this. say this money i remember of ah teck. hai. i think my money won`t get back le ar. he owe so many people money still dun want to return. dunno what`s on his mind de ley. got money only go do his bike. never want to return others the money he owe them. hai. he really no use le lah. useless chap. this sunday going to CC and take the scholarship award. hee. in other words it means there`s money to take. haha. money money money. but i think i gonna save them up this time. won`t go for those kind of shooping spree le lor. cause i think i can save up those money then when next time i see things i like i can buy. hopefully i won`t spend too much of it. ian ask me to go and meet him tml. but i tell him next time bah. actually i also dunno why i refuse to meet him ley. to me he okay de ar. as usual leave it to time and fate bah. that day i chatted with a guy in friendster. his ex stead is from girl`s home also. so inconcidence. but he still very sad that the girl broke up with her. i can see that this guy love his ex alot. love is a game. it`s whether u are the loser or winer. winer gets the advantage of living more carefree with their life after the relationship. while the loser always have to suffer and tell themselves to face the world. hai. love sometimes is just so complicated. hopefully i will have a new school life in my new school. going out soon with fan they all. waiting for qq to pick me up. i think tonight also no place to go de. most probably go changi see ah quas as usual. ^-^



me at malaysia. hee. ah bao took this pic of me. quite nice. keke.

haha. this is my second post for today. hee. just come back from malaysia with them. weihao just got his passport today then so eager to go malaysia. haha. actually wanna go holiday plaza walk walk de. but this qifan lah. say what he promise his mum to go suntec city with her. everytime spoil-sport de. i think qingquan nowadays really down lor. all is because of money problem. i understand how he feels. but sometimes the way he wanna act strong infront of us makes me feel damn irritated of him. it`s the fact but he keep on denying it. i dunno what`s the point of it lor. trying to be a real gentleman? i dun think so at all. hai. dunno what to say about him lah. hopefully he will feel happier. see him sad like this i also feel unhappy for him. qifan just now say go buy new year clothes. makes me no mood to buy sia. no clothes to buy also. dun feel like going to relative house on chinese new year. every year so boring de. go there liao still have to let others say this and that. so sian ar. just now weihao keep asking tonight got come out mah. i know it`s very difficult for qingquan. he said his oil tank empty le. hai. if later come out he sure like unhappy de. then act a strong face again.



cute mah? heehee. this is my second uncle`s daughter. cute neh. it`s triplet anyway. this is one of the three. still got another two of their pic but too ex to send over to the com. hee.

so boring!

it`s another day. another boring day. going malaysia with them later. so boring. almost everyday go malaysia. if not rot at home. kinda miss working. hee. at least i can kill time when working. somemore got money to earn. 2 in 1. yesterday kewei msg me when i`m in malaysia. dunno what to chat with him also. to me i think he is just those normal guy. i dun classified under him as bad but... aiyah dunno how to say also. i just know that he made me damn sian that time. msg jason yesterday also. he still the same. loner as ever. wrote a testi for ah bao sometime ago. haha. i just can`t stop laughing when i was writing it. haha. i went to create a URL for that pic i took that day. and put it in her testi. to let everyone see. haha. it`s time for retribution. cause ah bao always disturb me. hurhur. her leg got blue black. haha. and it`s not a small patch there. but a damn big patch. haha. all thanks to weihao. they both got accident while riding bicycle at east coast park that day. the only thing i do when i saw them fall is keep on laughing. haha. dunno why all of a sudden weihao listening to ah fan sing song then fall down. haha. damn funny ar. then this weihao suddenly e-brake and ah bao was just behind him and lang-ga together lor. haha. hmm. actually i still got alot of things to write. but i guess i will continue next time cause they coming to pick me up going malaysia. haha.



haha. ain`t that piece of blue black damn big? haha. that`s the big piece of blue black i`m talking about on ah bao`s leg. hee.