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Monday, December 27, 2004

love is not just a word from the mouth but something to prove from your heart

It's another morning again... yesterday afternoon went to malaysia. Brought some stuffs. But all chiong de lah. Malaysia so many chiong stuffs... haha. At night went to see those 'chicken' at geylang then go changi village see ah quas... wahahaha... my favourite is bio ah quas. Yesterday got some damn chio ar. Their legs superb man. Long and nice. But i know they see me they extremly not happy lor... the ah quas saw hao they all inside the car, they smile smile. When they see me also inside they instant give fuck face and turn away. I girl also no need like that treat me de mah. Bias sia. Girl not human meh. I love to see you all ley. Haha... but i really love to see ah quas sia. Their voice funny sia. Totally dun match their pretty face. God... give me half of what their body have and i will be very much contented... hee. After that we went to east coast park relac. We sit at the bedok jetty. Sian sia... no sea wave to see. I think i really dun like Qingquan lor. After i think for so long. All i wanna be with him is friends and i mean pure friends lor. But how am i going to tell him? Sure will hurt him de. Why? Everytime this kind of thing happen to me. Those i like one never will appear in my eyes. Where's my prince charming? I've waited for 17 years le. Anyway i think i not going to buy the DKNY watch liao. Later going town with them. Damn long never go town liao.Can shop happily le.

Saturday, December 25, 2004



Woohoo... Team Vicious!!! Vicious all the way!!!



Ready for action!!! They lap... blow and RACE. Beware ^_-
From left to right: QiFan, QingQuan, Ah Teck, Xian Wei

Friday, December 24, 2004

all i want for christmas is my DKNY watch... haha...

I know it's been a fucking long time since i last blog... haha. Now i got sometime left before i get prepare to go to work. If not Mic say i lazy to blog... hor Mic? Hee... Today Christmas eve i still have to work... ain't it pity? Haha... i also everytime never go work de lah... today all my colleague never work... all go tian mi mi. Me ley? At work place tian mi mi with myself only lor. Yesterday night after work went to orchard with Ah Fan... then we went to play the funfair beside Wisma. Lousy me... think i ate too much during dinner so i feel extremly uncomfortable after the ride. My whole head spinning somemore i feel like vomitting. Dunno why like this sia... everytime i play okay de ley. Damn it man. After that we went to Newton Circus to eat. Is Ah Fan eat not i eat. Haha... he verytime eat one sia. Just like a pig. Wondering tonight go where rounding sia. Go orchard sure jam de. At night then see how lor. Haiz... i feel very confused about me and Qingquan sia. I can't say i dun like him at all cause i have some feelings for him. But i know i will hurt him in the end. And i really dun want it to happen. I dun wanna hurt him. I dun want to see another friend leaving this group again. Why like this? Why? Why? Why? When will i really meet my prince charming? But i don't think i can settle down with anyone at this point of time. Cause i'm still too playful. Unless my future bf won't mind. Dunno how's my ITE life also. Hopefully not much bengs there... see liao very sian. And hope i can really go in chemical process... near my house and can earn money in the course. Me nowadays keep going to malaysia. My dad just ask my mum to tell me not to help my bro buy cigarette anymore. Singapore walk till very sian liao sia. This sunday go there again. Hehe... print bikes and cars shirt. Ooh yah... tonight can see Ah Bear liao. Wahahahaha... wonder how will he look in his botak hairstyle. Haha... really can't wait to see it. But he still yandao de lah. Miss his stupid actions and cold jokes... haha... Wanna go look out for my DKNY watch... hee... i'm gonna buy one. I really love it... haha...



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Tuesday, December 07, 2004

i hate the feeling 0f being sick

Damn long never blog le. Today never go to work... cause going malaysia with ah fan. Yesterday i work till 0530 cause i sick then Qingquan come fetch me. We went to eat then go causeway point walk walk. Sometimes i really wonder he like me anot... i really hope he dun... treat me as his sister i'm already contented le. I really dun wish to hurt him. Cause he is a very good guy. As good as nothing can be. Me now almost every week also sick. Last monday sick... yesterday also sick. Cause weekend i play too much liao. Come back cannot sleep... sleep a dew hours nia then wake up liao. Now i feel that this Ah Teck really getting more and more useless... dunno what to say him. I think the 100 bucks i lend him he will never return me le. So big liao still dunno how to think... still that playful as he is. Even now Qifan also know how to think liao. Really feel regret why last time i cry for him. Such a useless chap. But no matter what... we are still one group of friends. We can't just leave him there and dun help and pull him. But hopefully he knows his own limit. Cause nothing can change him only he himself. Tml go work again... so sian sia... if i'm not wrong i saw XinQi this fucker at my work place. Always trying to be nice... but she is a damn fake person. I will never forget how she treat me in primary school. Jian nu ren... >:( Hopefully later go malaysia got things for me to shop... if not sure sian de...