will i change?

do u feel happier? i really hope u do. i`m trying all means to make u feel better and happier. but i still dunno what i really want. i`m sorry. so sorry. all i really want now is to change to a better person in terms of character and attitude. i know my attitude sucks. i guess maybe that will make u feel happier. all i want is to see u happier and your smile. it makes me feel ease too. :)