my horoscope says dat today is a wonderful day to shop for new clothes. sighs. wonderful? bleak.. life's totally stragent stucking at hm. i gotta admit my life now spells b-o-r-i-n-g. any kind-soul to cast a magic spell on me and heal it pls? i've longed for wks to doll up myself and walk on the streets. my clothes, makeups, earrings are ROTTING in my closet. grr.. i shan't eleborate.

im feeling deeply contradicted right now. i hope things wont turn out the way i expected.