i just knew 5 mins ago that YQ will be going back brunei again aft the 10 days in s'pore. SIGH~ im so lost in words right now. all along i thought he'll be back in s'pore aft coming back in feb but who knows it turn out... ARGHHHS! he told me he'll be officially back in may and ORD soon in june.

well.. perhaps at times it'll be better to hope and longed for something then to know it's always there for u. i'll just hv to look positively at it. =))