i shldn't hv step in MARINA SQUARE with hao ytd. *sighing heavily
before we went for steamboat,
we drop by at MS where bao was working to pick her up first.
upon reaching, we called her a few times but no one pick up.
aft waiting for abt 15 mins, i decided to go up and look for her together with hao.
and thats the BIG BIG MISTAKEN which i did. ARGHS~
u must be wondering what's so wrong to just look for a friend at her workplace.
my eyes starts to get busy at the moment i step in the shopping mall.
rolling left to right, seeing front to back..
im so attracted to all the clothes, shoes, necklaces, bags and almost everything lah.
i cant stand still while waiting for bao outside kbox.
my eyes glance and glance but i kept telling myself 'if i go means i'll die'.
but but but...
i still walk up to those shop and see in the end, i simply cant resisit it!
as usual i whine all night abt it and i cant get into slp the whole night.
thinking abt those stuffs i saw. sigh sigh sigh.
where's my moolahs??? i need them to save me!

aft steamboat we went to chilled at labrador park awhile and headed hm.
chatted on phone with YQ again.
he's arriving back on the 9th of feb. =))
we've promised to meet up for dinner aft he come back.

while chatting on phone with fatty ytd night,
he asked me if i've did anything MEMORABLE in the whole yr of 2005.
and i came to realised i've yet did any shit in the entire yr.
im getting more and more lazy as yrs goes by.
and fatty.. i suddenly thought of smth which u can feel worth remembering,
it's your class 2A license.
at least u got 2 license now and i hv none of it. fucked~
time cant turn back and what done can nv be undone.
i dun wanna go thru another new yr full of regrets again.

new yr resolutions up!
-be more understanding towards others
-learn to treasure things ard me [im hoping i can AT LEAST fulfill this]
-learn malay language [MUST]
-save money
-DIET
-be HAPPY everyday.