all of a sudden, i was wondering if today is christmas eve?? duhz
and i reminded myself 'yes, it is'.
how come i wasnt in a mood for CHRISTMAS this yr? nt even a tiny winy bit.
and i came to realise i was lacking in much of the things ard me.
things like getting my car license when everyone ard me owns one alrdy and meeting up my old pals, nt to mention i haven't seen my dear friend sally for as long as 6 mths, eversince her chalet at june.
and the worst thing ever happened was im god-damn BROKE now. i hate to say it. but yah.. i gotta admit im so bloody BROKE at this point of time whereby everyone is talking abt those crazy midnight sales and discounts lying everywhere. so happening yet i cant ENJOY. WTF is this man!! ARGHSSSS!!! its fucking unfair!
fantastically, i havent SHOP for a overlong period of 2 mths or so. and people who know me well knews im a no-limit shopaholic. that kind of die-die i also want to buy no matter what. the past nor short or long 2 mths seems double or perhaps triple longer then it supposed to be. im nt exaggerating, trust me.. thou its nt that kind of end of the world thing but if compared it makes no difference either. PATHETIC is the best word to descibe me right now. ha!ha!ha! laugh all u want. i cant be bothered anyway.

ooh yah, YQ really surprise me with a phone call ytd night when im abt to reach hm in qq's car. initially i tot it was those usual prank calls from private number again. i was thinking who the hell so boliao still prank on others at morning 3+am. and to my shocking its him calling all the way from brunei. =)) but still i cant help holding back awhile and suspecting if its really him. LOL.
thou we contacted each other back thru msn aft i found his friendster thru his sis acc few mths back ago, our msn chats are kind of stale. perhaps there are far too much things to share between us and we havent chat for long time, as a result i had this unfamilar feeling in between. and he's been appearing offline eversince we chatted for less than 5 session. tot he MIA again this time. LOL.
i shld say im totally overwhelmed, i've nt hear from him for like 9 years?? of all pple nv did i expected it'll be him calling. so lost in words. kakaka~ cant imagine we've both MIA for 9 yrs. and both of us were asking the same question: "where the hell hv u MIA for the past 9 yrs!". LOL.
our conversation turn into a much more intersting this time. reminiscing all night.. and laughing real hard at the past time when we played alot of stupid things together, nt forgetting with his sis together as well. he asked me if i still remember that particular incident whern we went to buy a small fishing net from my dad's shop then went to batok nature park to catch those lil fish at the pond. LMAO. instantly i recall it and went LOL. so childish of us and i wonder if anyone remember sawing us 9 yrs ago, squatting beside the pond trying to catch fishes with a small net. ahahaha. i cant remember did we caught any fish in the end.
now i understand how it feels to find someone back. sharing childhood memories together. but the sweet moments we had wasnt cheap at all. that phone call from burnei which lasted for less than an hr cost him over a total of 80 bucks. ooh gossh. when he told me, i went dumbfounded for a few secs and ask him are we going to continue chatting if its going to cost u a bomb? he replied he's ok with it. =)) kakaka~ since he said ok so im also ok with it then. geez.

ooohh SHIT!
i gotta admit im still soooo mesmerize in it. =))
i bet anyone can see thru unless u are a pure dumb.