11/08/06
sch as usual. came back, surf net awhile and get prepared for the skin centre appointment at 0315.

with mum accompanied we reach there just abt time. proceed to the directed clinic and i kept my fingers cross while waiting to see the doctor. im like dying to know if there's any cure for the swollen portion on my lips which i had it occasionally SINCE YOUNG. and i was a little upset aft hearing wat the doctor said. bottom line he said it'll be better if i can come to see him with the swollen portion on my lips so he can examine thorough and tell me exactly wats the swollen thingy tt i always hv it with me for the past 19 yrs! which means i'll hv to stop eating the current swollen pills and let it become big and swollen. which conclude, once its swollen i wont step out of my hse nt even a single step. so i'll just stay at hm missing out all the fun, nightlifes, rounding, bf, friends bla bla bla. worst of all i wont even want to go to sch. and my current attendance is way below the stated percentage.

im still thinking wats the next step i shld go with, to let it swollen so i'll hv a cure to it or continue eating the swollen pills once its coming out so i'll continue my daily life and fun. *deep sigh

i shant look back during the days when its swollen. its FREAKING TERRIBLE!

wasnt given any medication and the consultation fee cost a total of $54. $54 spent just by seeing the handsome doctor for few mins and telling him the details of it. easy money earned uh. but watever, as long as there's a cure to it, its all worth it!

mum and i headed to visit grandma aft tt.

10/08/06
thinking i might get away with mc before cptc training at jurong island starts, but who knows ms karen told me they wont be accepting any mc since starting of this term. *shrugs
luckily i wasnt in the list for the 1st warning letter tt she just issued out. she warned me this will be the very last time for nt attending sch or i'll be sorry if she called my parents down informing them i'll repeat my last term.

night time.. whole family went to visit grandma at alexandra hospital. grandma had a eye surgery, in order to hv a clear vision as she old and something like the nerves are blocking them so they'll hv to do some surgery to unblock the nerves so she can see clearly.

mum told us tt her eyes were swollen due to surgury. we [dad, bro, i] all thought tt it might be just some swollen parts near her eyes. but when we finally found grandma's bed with her lying down.. oh gosshhh! her right eye was so red and there's a big swollen part machiam like a fishball stuck underneath her skin. and i can barely see her opened eyes. but when i ask her if she feels any pain, her answer: no. so i assume it wasnt tt uncomfortable for her beside opening her eyes wide.

in addition, in the afternoon on the day we went to visit her, she had a fall just outside the toilet. despite numerous remindings from my aunties telling her to ask for nurses assistance if she wants to go toilet or anywhere, but still she went herself. nt only tt, she spoiled the toilet lock while opening the door. LOL. the whole lock came off. when we heard it from aunt, me and my cousin was like 'WAH! ah ma power seh!' but aunt says the lock might be alrdy losen and so when grandma tried to open.. she swing and fall from the back.

dad send aunt and cousin back and we headed hm.