1. just bid gdbye to qq, hao & fatty outside my kitchen window.

2. fatty bought the pills i needed from the clinic for my swollen mouth.

3. i FUCKING wish i can tag along with them & go out together. DAMN! i felt so pathetic looking thru the window and vroom vroom.. off they went.

4. crossing my fingers hoping i'll heal before my bday. i wouldn't want to miss out all the fun and i cant wait for the big surprise from my beloved baby boy.

5. 21 july 06, coming friday <---- MY 19TH BDAY

and
i miss my boyfriend badly.