YOU sucks! YOU make me sick!

such a long time didn`t blog le. now at mushroom house. hahax. stupid mushroom lah. haix. dunno how to say this alex ar. he really disappoint me. got nothing much to say about him liao. all men to me is still the same. either to U. U! U! U! still think that ah fan they all better. not better but is the best. they know what i want and i feel very happy with them everytime. no other people can make me feel like that. today Qingquan never book out. haix. cause he kanna duty. see if teck got follow us today go out anot. if not very ma fan for ah bear and fan. dunno how to relate qingquan also. another man i can say. wasting his own time only. but sometimes i really think if i will regret if next time he got someone with him. cause he`s really a good man. the nicest man i`ve ever seen in my 17 years. but... aiyah. i still dunno how to say lah. hopefully valentines day he dun do any stupid stunt. if not i really dunno how to react back. one side i dun want this kind of thing to happen and the other side i dun wanna make him feel sad or unhappy. how? what to do. i dun want to love. i only want friends. friends all around. i think i`m really no mood of relationships. sucks. sucks. sucks. tml chinese new year liao. have to go relatives house to get ang bao. hahax. hopefully can get alot ar. hahax. i mean alot of money. hopefully qingquan tonight won`t feel sian inside there doing his duty. cause i understand how it feels. no matter what i still care for him lah. =Pp