well.. so much has happen these past few days. so much that i'll like to type it out in this blog, but is never easy. all i know is my heart and mind is going in two ways, it's not thinking as one or should i say i have too much to save before giving everything up.

i guess everything in this world comes with a price, sometimes u get it cheaper(easier) and sometimes u get it more expensive(harder) and sometime u just get it without paying a single cent.

u know when that happens you will someday be paying twice e amount it will cost u, twice e hurt , twice e pain..